It's been awhile since I've touch this space. Have been using Twitter a lot to rant but there's a limit to how much I can rant due to the character count. So here goes:

My life is getting more dramatic by the moment, taken an emotional roller-coaster ride for the entire week which made me did not have any mood to do anything. Even for my meals, I didn't really have the appetite to eat. Oh wells.

I guess we really don't know what we really want/like until we lose it. Same case for me, I guess I've been avoiding or rejecting the fact that I really liked this girl until what happened last week. It made me realized that I do not only care for her as a friend, but in fact I want her to be part of my life. But liking someone does not mean that we would have to be together as lovers; we just want them to be part of our life and just be there for him/her when they need.

I'm glad that this issue have been resolved this morning with her and we are on talking terms now.

The past week also made me realized that I actually do have people around me, that I've considered to be "friends", which were doing shit behind my back. I totally felt like a fool to know that this person whom I consider as a "friend" was not how he projected himself in-front of me.

I treat people in a way which I want people to treat me, with basic respect and trust, and hope that others do the same too. Shall not elaborate much on the shit this person does, but it made me learnt things the hard way. Time will reveal a person's character, eventually.

On hindsight, I'm quite glad that I have people around me that I could count on and rant to. No matter how much crap we talked and scolded each other, we are still able to be there for each other when needed. Thanks to whoever that was there for me when I was feeling down last week.

I guess with all the emotional turmoil and lack of sleep in the past week is taking a toll on my body. Shall go rest now because the coming week is going to get more hectic and dramatic. So here's a song to share which is on repeat mode since I've listen to it.

Till then!~